Air
so the time is finally here
the spotlight shines down on your hot face
your sweating
your stomach tight with anxiety
Oh My God
i finally did it
finally made it
itll be okay
its actually gonna be okay
breathe
and then
BAM
nope sorry 7 grand short
no No NO NO NO NO NO NO!
that cant be right
i did everything right
well oh well sorry sweetheart just aint gonna happen this year
BUT NO
im registered
got all the classes i want
i got my pens, notebooks, and bag
im ready
i can do this
NO
and you call the bank over and over and every road block that could ever exist is becoming heavier and heavier and its surrounding you crushing you pushing you down and you cant breathe
AIR
I cant breathe
the sobs come from so deep
my soul shattering itself
my heart screaming
AIR
cause i cant breathe
im so close
now everything ive ever cared about everything i have ever wanted all those days working my bone to the grind so that they have turn to dust just as my very existance seems to be so easily disposable- no brooms necassary
just a NO. Just 7 thousand dollars. No 7 or 700 but 7000.
I funded the other 14 thousand dollars.
and i still cant breathe
the weight the pressure the shame
u work hard because its what you believe in its what makes you who you are it makes you strong and powerful and now all of that energy all of the pain and suffering that pushed you be here where you are now
and you need more than 7 grand
you need AIR
you need to breathe in deep and rise from under the NO's
you need fight
you need to get back on your feet and get the money
because you can NOT and will NOT be chased away by 7 measly grand
this is your life
this is your dream
i will get and education
i will be the first with a bacheralors in my family
Yes
first i just need some Air