Angels Fly
I sit here with my decision split
My head wants to stop but my heart won't quit
I don't even want to talk about the fire I lit
Underneath the scars in a bottomless pit
No need for a catcher's mitt no need to repent
Just let me bleed for a bit me and the world are fighting against
It all I see the writing on the wall
I signed it in my own blood dripping down the hall
Pass me the knife and give my mom a call
Tell her I love her in heaven I will stand tall
Wait this isn't heaven it's sort of a Monster's Ball
Staring into the abyss and all my memories fall
Into love well that's not for me all I feel is hate
Show me how death and I aren't soulmates
Well that's kind of funny wait the last line was a mistake
I'm on a one-way train but it's looking like a freight
I'm a fish out of water I'm taking the bait
I guess you can call me the Enemy of the State
Of mind well mines messed up
In the clouds search for dad and my aunt
I will love you when it's all said and done
Until then don't let me go off like a loaded gun
I'm just trying to be the one because
7 billion don't understand where I come from
Yeah I'm Jeremiah with the fire in his eyes
That's kind of funny cuz I feel dead inside
My mind it’s like my medication has effects to the side
The Sun the moon the truth can’t be hidden but I hide
Behind the lies of our lives it’s no surprise
That death comes for everyone like the deaf and blind
I wrote this poem with pride I adjust on the fly
Life's too short I don't let it pass me by
This poem took a long time my oh my
Hope you enjoyed the show this is my final goodbye