I ask myself how long will this LAST? 

It could be minutes or hours just like in the past.

Sometimes it comes without a trigger,

Sometimes it's just always there.

I get fidgety and I start to panic, 

my voice gets shaky as I start to feel manic. 

Not a happy manic... But an uneasy manic.

My voice begins to sound like I'm about to cry, 

I sit down and slouch and pretend I'm shy.

Theres an unknown fear and I begin to worry, 

my mind goes blank and very blurry. 

So no I'm not making up this uneasy worry, 

just give me space to clear the thoughts in my head.