t's been 8 months and 10 days since I last had any contact with him and I can't help missing him. I knew that if we got involved this would be the result. I just can't believe that after all my attempts of forgetting him he is the one and only person I think of...

 Everyday is a growing pain

Thinking of you is no gain

I toss and turn all night long

Wondering when my rest will come along

I know what we had is long gone

All that I wonder is what did I do wrong

Thinking of you all through the day

Release me from this I dare to say

Maybe it was me that pushed you afar

Now on my heart is an invisible SCAR

I ask that you leave my head!!!

It was a mistake to be with you in bed

I might miss your voice, your touch, and your kiss

But this memory is no longer bliss

I see you everyday wondering if you notice me

I wonder if you regret your mistake and give me an apology

Others are with you and I see you've moved on

Then how is it possible I think of you morning till dawn

I wish you the worst and wish you were dead

But on top of all that I want you out of my head

All these words can lead you to think I'm a shrew

But reality is I Can't Stop Thinking of YOU

Here is to you my unforgettable Friend, Lover, and Enemy...