Chapter 10
RealizeMy impediment , intelligence can't curb violence, Everybody is tied in temptation entitled to tyrants, that confineThat only exist in mind So a protagonist finally reaching triumph is a theory that's similar to goliaths So Chances are higher I'll reach the highest, at best I'll work the night shift Everyday in routine, nourishing all the wants that society says I need Keep my back to a front y I'm falling down on my knees Do from pressure of vanity Promise you'll never be a slave of that degree Already, I'm halfway sunk Gotta baby and smoking blunts So eventually the rest of it will get to me The light of potentially is dwindledAnd inconsistent What am I missing I thought that I was different but I feel my innocence growing distant You gonna get us out, nigga who the fuck are you kidding Your just like all of your siblings I fail to believe That you'll prevail to conceive negative feedback seeming to be convincing Infact I'm ashamed to mention my definition is Manifesting , And there's no picture or reminder of how the hell I find the kinder me That had a dream of beating evil and defining peace But consumed by all my hate, I'd love to ride with heatI embody my own evils at a frequency That intensify, when I walk these streets Leeches are biting into me, injecting a recipe that'll leave me right where sinners be What could I reach when a demons stifling energy My walls are lacking density Can't chain in my obligation for compensation for ankle spraining Impaling my weakest agents Impale you all and drill the blade in My mind just brings the image and my enemy's keep on saying, burn both of us with your lament And almost I'm giving in From walking down on the pavement, To coloring of my skin Got me angry ashit Doomed by all that I knowI know intricate sentences, I know growth is from synthesis And I'm missing pics How poverty and spirituality mix War in intestines suggesting I get a weapon, And deviate from what anonymous writ Basic anomaly shit Common in JinLook in the eyes and give in A lot of shit I should've said to you A lot of that I been headed through These holes that I travel I couldn't stitch when a needle wouldn't thread it through and keep my head attached to principles so when I pedal to Steps leave residual residue from shallow words , and lines that ain't memorable Wish that I could send to you Rhymes, that were the hardest but meaning You couldn't harvest. Conclusions always retained , values often discarded Deeming me Overwhelmed and Leaving me nauseous I don't know what a thought is Ashould I go right and say fuck what side that the heart is The question affords conviction of Spartan sparringSee if my name is jihad then my expression is warring Leaving me always conforming, there's no escape nor a warning About the fate that will stormin So I just take what's adored and I replace what is dormant But that space , once it encase what's important can't regulate when it's pouring So if it's hate then your mourning because it's easy to draw in the negatives than enduring If it's love, reassuring that you don't need no one more than Your self, cause separations for the sake of everyone's health Shallow relations when facing with words But when away then your purpose to serve Lack of confidence killing the best vibes This is why I question a false attire I wonder if you conspire contesting that I'm a liar My message that I'm a buyer , to those - who selling hope As if it's dope I supply it. You take my version Take yours to cope Tell me , whose drug is pureMy insolence, having giving me tips to poor My heart and all my resource In order to open doors to better life time rewards And love of which I'll be sureGod damn, I swear I'll be better God dammit addicted to bitter , Rehab I make as the killerMaking new choices, My vocals still switching voices The evolution of boys is gaining greater endurance My nigga can you love the world or you still bussing off urine Can you carry what you adoring ?My coming cannot be shortened I'll run between what's pre ordainedWhile This world phene for martyred menWell Who's dream ? it's yours I'm in We share ideals, I adopt my kins From a different world I fill em in my focus, to manage and grope this Hopeless nigga from Soakin and then eroadingProfit, beyond copingHighs lead me to sloping Hoes and city scum Raise the people to higher sumJust live My fearing is, the product If I can't just lock my pride up If I won't just take the time ToIf I can't connect the minds of Outro: Bullshit , bullshit , ya lips tighter than a corset, white filling the small slit, between the teeth of a horses . Nigga that's false endorsement. You holding up no enforcement for this , oh so alluring, image of real.