I never got to tell you how much I loved you before you were taken away. One gun shot.. thats all it took. You've hurt me in the past but I forgive you for everything. You may not have loved me anymore but I dont care. All I can do is try to forget and move on but its hard. So I just numb myself, try to drink the pain away. I keep hoping i'll wake up from this nightmare to see you again. I just wanna hear one more joke, one more laugh, feel one more kiss, feel one more touch from you. But your gone and I wont see you again except in my dreams. I dream of you every night. I wake up in tears. I still love you and will never forget you.... no matter what.