The Creation of a Spirit
Because I was not white,
Because I was not pretty,
Because I was not a man,
I had to write this poem.
I thought maybe I could explain myself
Better myself, implore myself
But I ended up looking selfish.
We complain too much; the black woman's got it all handed to her
We don't have to worry about the racist-sexist dogma of society
We shouldn't have things like Essence or Ebony
All we do is add to the layers of discrimination in America
And maybe that's true, but I entreat you, think:
Did you have to go to a different fountain when you wanted a drink?
Did you look at your babies and wonder if they'd grow up
Bitter and forbidden,
Lost and uncertain?
I had to write this poem because I am black
Because I am a woman.
I stopped and listened for a while, hoping I could find myself
But I heard nothing because my ears were clogged.
"Stop, buy this!" "Get this!" "Do that!"
All promising physical beauty and emotional well-being.
Can you imagine my anger at what I am constantly seeing?
So I wrote this to purge my system,
And hopefully cleanse your mind as well.
Because I'm sick and tired of living in hell.