Dearest Blank
Dearest Blank,
While I’ve taken the long, hard road
You’ve lain low and wallowed in your sorrows
While I’ve worked so hard to get things right
You’ve complained about being kept late at night
While I’ve given away every part of myself
You’ve helped yourself to more than your share
While I’ve screamed and cried over hurt and loss
You’ve watched and worked to make the pain worse
While I’ve cut myself and my life to ribbons
You’ve painted with the blood and sold me for a living
While I’ve tried and tried to be better than I am
You’ve always stayed the same and played your game
While I’ve said goodbye and leave me be
You’ve said no and what could you be without me
While I’ve already walked away from this life for the best
You’ve stood gaping and thinking what you’ll do next
While I’ve started to find the new me
You’ve gone crazy
While I’ve become the one I’m meant to be
You’ve become nothing more than a memory
Not one that I fondly hold
But one that’s twisted and cold
I hope that you’ve moved on and changed you ways
But I’ve grown and the old me is gone
Now on to better company and better days
Forever my own, AS