you broke me

you brought my demons back

you made me realize

you were wrong, not in the right

 

you broke our ten year friendship

over a boy you never met

you broke our friendship

not because I got mad

but because you broke girl code

 

But,

I accepted it

I was the adult

I mended the wound you made

but...

there was something different

something about you changed

 

I didnt realize it until recently

how you always blew me off

you never wanted to be around me

you were different

 

May comes around

I see you at a con

you said you made a bunch of friends

and as your best friend

I was happy for you

 

Wes broke me again

you said you'd be there

like you promised back then

but you were where?

with brooke when i wanted to be with you

 

you started it again

blowing me off

hanging with others and well,

lying to me

 

why did you hurt me?

your very best friend

why did you hurt me?

why would you hurt me?

all for brooke

 

you no longer tried

you always lied

and i cried because of that

 

i always engaged

and it took long

since i was in a cage

and thought "she's my best friend"

 

my brother, his girlfriend, and many others

helped me realize and learn

I DONT DESERVE THIS

 

I don't deserve your hell

i don't need your torture

i don't need you

 

you no longer were my friend

you pretended for the longest time

I went through HELL for you

 

I talked you out of suicide

I've broke your ex's souls

i did everything for you

 

and you broke me

 

i lied for you

i cried for you...

i cried BECAUSE of YOU

 

No more

you no longer want to try

so neither will I

 

nothing but a toxin in my blood

needing to be flushed out

I gave you my love

I gave you my all

and you gave me a broken heart

 

so this is goodbye

before one final lie

makes me cry on the outside

and die on the inside