Good Bye REDONE!!!!!!
Over the past few years
I have stood by your side
And now we are falling apart
Like rain falls further away from the clouds.
You tell me I am overreacting
I’m telling you that you are acting
You pretended to like me
Don’t deny the truth.
It’s gone on for weeks now
Even months
I’ve gone home in tears
This is what I have been reduced to.
Emailing
Texting
Names
She’s called me moody
She’s called me selfish
She’s called me sassy
Yet anyone who knows me knows that I am none of these
Because selfish, sassy and moody
They don’t live in my personality
It’s just not me.
You scarred me.
Every word
Every comment
Every name
That you said
Was like a dagger
Plunging into my body.
But the ones that hurt me most
Went straight to my heart.
You know
I was a rose
Just beginning to blossom
But your words made me wilt
Until I feel nothing but a weed.
I was an Eagle
Soaring through the clouds
But you were the hunter
And you shot me down
Until I feel as if I can’t fly anymore.
I was a snowman
Standing proud and tall
But you were summer
And you made me melt
Until I’m nothing but a puddle
Next to a hat.
I have taken this hat off to you
Because you have shown me
The person I never want to be.
I’m over it
I don’t deserve this.
You know,
I don’t wear my emotions on my sleeve
You need to look deeper
Because I am the iceberg
You see so little but underneath there is so much more
Look deeper.
Look deeper for once.
This isn’t the only problem
The problem that you caused
There are others too.
My best friend
Is siding with you
She stands up for you
Not me anymore.
I get blamed
For talking about you behind your back
When really what you are doing
Is exactly that.
But I know the truth.
I’m leaving
It will make me drift away from the others
Those people who actually care
But that doesn’t matter anymore
It is time for me to move on
From You.
Thanks for the pain
Thanks for the tears
Thanks for taking my self-confidence away
Thanks for giving me self-doubt
I appreciate it.
But then again
Thanks for the experience
Because I’ll be the one
Who turns out stronger because of this.
My rose will bloom again
You will droop and wilt
Your arrows will become blunt
My wings will heal
And I will soar once more
Goodbye.