How am I Breathing when I am Dead?
Panic
Can't-- I can't Breathe...
Panic
I know...
Panic
I've done it again
Panic
You don't think I know...
The desctructive words
from my past
Swallow and destory
encouraging words of the present.
I hear the screams
"Moron"
"Moron!"
"MORON!"
I create disappointments
not beauty
I create mischief and chaos
not peace and clarity.
I thought
I prayed
I SACRIFICED
Try...but I'm losing
They will always crawl back into my head
I thought it would go away
but it hasn't
It's the scar that will never leave me
Now it leaves me in darkeness
Panic
and--and I'm scared
PAnic
I'm weak
PANic
The voices are fading
PANIc
into black
PANIC!
I'm breathing--
and I'm Dead.