How does it feel

How does it feel to be alone in the dark where its like no one excepts who you are

How does it feel being so drowned it pain you wish you had a blade

How does it feel knowing blades wont work because the words of the world have cut you deep enough

How does it feel being dead inside smiling and knowing you're living a lie

how does it feel to have no feelings at all because once they developed they were hurt and stomped on

How does it feel being so heart broken that you can feel the pain in your chest

I'll tell you now that feels it doesn't feel good it feels like you're to different feels like you're no good 

I'll tell you how that feels it feels like suffocation in destress

I'll tell you how that feels it feels like you're the scum of the earth letting people walk over you covering you in dirt

I'll tell you how that feels it feels deception like society driving you in the wrong direction

I'll tell you how that feels it feels like a fury more powerful than the sun

I'll tell you how that feels it feels like disappointment because it took 9 months to form a heart that was broken in 9 seconds

But i suppose you would like for me to care about you heart being broken but when you broke mines you were gloating 

So tell me ,How does that feel?

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