HURT

 

Today I thought of you

Oh, how I started hurting all over again,

At times, I think about when you made me smile

How you once driven me wild

But that’s been a while.

Sometimes I think if you ever really loved me?

Was it all just a dumb game you played,

Just to keep me on the edge of things

To give me darken dreams,

Oh, how you made me feel so ashamed

while you were given me blame

for all your pains.

But did you ever focus on the cuts

That you were putting on my heart?

I bleed out like ink for the world to see,

You loved that so much

It made you feel like a King,

While you brought me down in tears

Given me so much fear, always standing near.

In those sad familiar stings of memories,

Are always bulled up tears,

Your words of coldness

made me feel so worthless

you had been killing my spirit slowly

but that was when you left me lonely,

I’m so much stronger now,

But I still remember everything

Just like it was starting today,

The hurt and the cuts

started making me feel the pains

All over again like it had never truly end.

You just left me locked up in all your sins.

Just remember the story is being written

While I’m asking God forgiveness

When it comes to you I need a cleanness.

Hurt is what I feel when I think of you.

 

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017 5.26.017 Time 12:29 PM