I found a boy that was nice and cute

Losing my mind over a half smile
Obsessing over his bright blue eyes
Such a great guy... I wanted to date him.
Told him how I felt and he denied me

And again.... And again... And again.

From time and time again,
Restless cries pured out of me
I couldn't help myself, he meant so much
Everyday was regret and sorrow
Never again would it be the same
Denial wasn't the worst of it sadly.

Texting him was cruel, he played me.
Overly willing to convince me he loved me
Dating wasn't an option though, flirting is
After awhile he broke my heart
Yet, a part of me still loves him.