I'm trying my best
Doing my best to make you happy
And you tell me I don't even try
I finally have my life planned
You continue to be against my future

All I am doing is to make you fuckin happy
Dealing with shit by myself
Not getting any fuckin help from anybody

Why? You may ask. . .

Cuz it's all for you
Going through my fuckin pain
Like before you don't seem to give. . .
A SIngle Fuck about it

You fuckin cry in front of me
Telling me I'm ungrateful
Without knowing
I'm slowly killing myself inside
But I keep being in this fuckin place for you

Why you always against me?
I've done shit to myself to make me sane
I can't ever get help
I hid so much from you
Cuz I want you to be proud

I know I'm not like them
I am being who i want to be
And yet you never fuckin see it
I pray to God to take care of you. . .
I still continue to do it

I cry silently
Yearning for you
I need you
My pain gets worse and worse
But I still want to make you happy

I just want you to be proud of me