If you would have told
If you would have told me a year ago that I would be another statistic
I probably would have laughed in your face
I never thought that, that one night under the stars would change my life forever
I mean it felt so right at the time
We were young and in love, so I thought
I was naive, I never thought about asking him about his past
My stupidity left me with Acquired Immune Deficiency Syndrome
Yes, I have AIDS, the final stages of my life
Everything was going so good
Now it seems like I'm a living stopwatch, waiting for the last seconds of my life to occur
People with my disease are supposed to look a certain way
I never knew that they could look just like the person to my left, maybe even my right
This was not supposed to happen to me
I'm supposed to go to college in the fall
Now I don't even know if I'll make it to graduation
Why me? What did I do wrong?
This is not my disease
It was only for the homosexual eyeing me down and the whores on the corner
Did he know?
I thought he loved me
How could I be so stupid?
I was supposed to live life freely
But I'm taking 8 pills a day just to survive
WHY?????
I WAS A GOOD GIRL