My Father Closes the Door Softly
Bang! Creeeaaaaakkk...
Whoosh.Air.Flies.From.Wood.
Footsteps stalk a china-paved hallway.
They won't look at each other.
Instead of saying,
"I have bad news"
It's
"Why aren't you good enough? Why did you do this?"
Accusation to satiate your own self-doubt.
Bang! Creeeeaaaaakkk....
Mom slams the door.
Step, step, she keeps on stepping.
Not a word passes between them.
I tremble at the silence and the noise.
And at the mother who I love
And the father who loves her
And the father who I love
More than anyone in the world.
And there is shouting and sighing and slamming of doors.
But my father,
When he is beaten and tired--
He leaves the house to do yet more work.
And I flinch, exprecting another
Bang!
But my father;
He
Closes the door
Softly.
And I remember that I love him
So much I might die.