when i walk deep of shadow

and i start feeling all alone

so no one will ever believe in me 

inside of my body feel so terrible

Ooo' lord's of the mercy

nobody will ever loves me

nobody will ever understanding me

 

     Oooo yeah can't i just tell you how i feel? 

can't i just tell you about my life?

can't i just tell you who am i?

can't i just trying make you understand me

can't i just make you understnd my personal?

can't i run away?

 

     Mom old me when she was dating her guy

he always told my mom that she so beautiful many times

later he was in jail about september to october not sure

he went jail in 2000 because he stole candy form the store

mom didn't relized that she was pregnat me for 6 month

but she was dating my sibling sister's father for 5 month 

he always think i am his daughter but i never was 

mom trying tell him but he still doesn't listening

 

     But i raised to have hearing family i am only deaf in my whole family

onces mommy told me i always singing around when i was 1 year old

iwhen it bed time i sing la-la when i m ready sleep i stop sing 

siinging always make me sleep during bedtime

but i have a tough life because nobody understand me

i always thinking myself why me why i do this why

why everybody don't even understand me

i feel all alone home alone too

 

     But in school i feeling not really safe because...

everybody never understanding me hurt my feelings

ingouring me that much but i only have bestfriend...

that always understanding mr and my feelings is..

whenever i was upset they always helping me

make me feel better much better always...

feeling that i am lucky person to have friend understanding mr

plus i am lucky to have my bestfriend that understanding me

i feeling safe with my bestfriend because....

they procting me everyday help me everyday 

 

     i want thank to my bestfriend that always be there for me

my bestfriend selina,carlita they always be my favorite person

i always look up to them because we raised together

understand each other they will always be my homegirls

we were never lose together we always came back each other

no matter what happens to us we still love each other

i wouldn't mind to replaced them i will always perfer pick them

i never want to replaced them raised of my life....