From My past to The Present "What can you see when you explore who you are and what made you become you?"
Everybody who has trouble in their lives
try to search for their own answers
Somethings they might have to ask the people
around them for advice or comfort
My life was never simple
I know that my life is always misunderstood by
others and I felt as if my life is starting to become too depressing
The past is difficult for me to accept
This world I use to live in is the cause of young people's pain and
suffering because parents give up their children
They don’t want or can't take care of themselves
society has changed over the past couple of years that I was born.I see families being torn Apart because someone in the family wants to pick up an addiction,
or just leave cause they are afraid of responsibility
We can not accept the fact that life is not perfect for anyone
just because if you truly don't understand why you are
Here on this world, you need Jesus in your life.
My past is something I know I must let go off
because it's causing my family pain and suffering
I know being a child of a parent that did drugs
and moved from place to place and did not
even stop to think how this is going to affect my kids and myself
That never crossed her mind once
all she wanted was
to get high everyday at every hour, minute, and second.
So the government took me and my sibling out of that
horrible situation, but the past has a way to come back
So we need to learn how to embrace it and forgive
the people that has hurts us, because I had to forget
my biological mother for leaving me and my
sibling out to die in this cold world
Against better judgment
I forget
How the sun casts her shadow
On roads that unroll themselves
As minefields full of expectation
I find my pleasure in disaster that
Draws near when I laugh at it
Blowing caution to the wind
Of change behind me
I finally find my true self
In today’s society, we are always wondering
why the we can’t just get along with one another
Hoping our lives will soon straighten out before we past
Think about it have you ever gotten made at
someone because of something they have done to you in the past
so you won’t allow yourself to forgive them for their bad deed
Our world is coming undone and we are to blind or stupid to see i.
I’m here to tell l you my reasons of change we must do before life as we knew vanish
I have embraced the fact that pain and suffering
is main key in survival along with hope and love
but we are far from that
Our government system has caused us to overreact
For example everyone ips upset about
Donald Trump being president in January of 2017
We are not accepting the truth that has been
set in front of us. We need to truth the state's decision
and just embrace it
I know that life would be more
easier if everyone just accept the fact we are entering a new era
but at my school some people won't accept it
Some latinos keep saying there
moving back to Mexico when Donald Trump
enters the White House in January
So I know, the rest of the world might think the same way
I know my opinion doesn’t really matter to ‘cause
I don’t know how you feel about the state's decision on Donald Trump being president.
I’m just here to compare this parti[ciple situation with the
feeling of abandoned by a love one
Just think about
it the feeling of being alone, cold and hungry
Now think how our land is going to feel after you leave it behind
Our home we build will some become nothing but a ghost town
“A deserted town with few or no remaining inhabitants.”
How can we do this to our home a place where we grew up and learned
how to embrace one another
How can we just start all over
Donald Trump is someone you should not fear
because he won't force you to leave your home
He knows you're
more important than than the white man
We build this world from the ground and up
So we can abandon our respectability because
we are scared of what might happen
We must take a chance if we want to survive
I know I’m not a writer nor a human rights activist
I know my opinion doesn't matter in the eyes of the beholder,
but I don't care
I know why i’m here and it's not to hear your complaining nor your rumors
I here to express myself in a way that I can
cause you can’t always alright
Somewhere at some point you’re going to break and you are going
to have to express how you feel in order to move on from your past
It's not going to be easy trust me I know how it feels
I was in your shoes and I face it
Did you think it was easy for me to tell you about my past….
No ma'am it was not easy
I felt like I was reliving what happened to me and comparing to
Donald Trump's achievement in being the next
president the same feeling has returned
cause my friends are saying
that they are leaving the states
But I’ll never be alone
This year been ever eventful
And I glad to have a say
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