Every single time

It never fails

All the sleepless nights before I see you

All the butterflies vigorously swarming in my belly

And all the possibly broken hopes I had

It all comes back.

Whenever you are around,

I'm numb

In the aspect that you were

And maybe still will be

My utter confusion!

I don't know why I like you

Even after I tell myself He doesn't want to talk to you!

I don't know why I love you

Even after the silent goodbyes have passed!

I'm confused in myself,

I don't understand why these feelings won't go away

But even after what seems like years have passed

I still get the butterflies

And I still can't sleep the night before

And just the idea of speaking to someone

As handsome as you

Makes my knees give in

But I'll always accept this process

Just to see you happy,

Because at this point

That's all I can ask for

…

But it hurts more then ever

To not talk to you

To be so awkward

To feel so many things

 

But you looked at me

And you smiled

You accepted my hug

 

You're warm

 

I just want to feel your warm skin some more