I am not a surviver

This is my note that says I failed

My death didn't matter and neither have I

All I needed was wanting to know "Why"

I am no surviver

 

you've told me I'm strong

You said I'm a fighter

For I am just weak

I'm only a writer

 

I am not amazing

Stop saying that I am

All that I be

Is what they all tell me

I am not a surviver

 

I am sorry

I can't keep fighting

This poem is sad

But when are they not

It's best if I go

It hurts when I stay

When I am done writing

You'll know I've gone away

   ~Linus.A.