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Dear Dad,
I look back on the days
When you showed me all of your love
Showed me all of your care
When I thought you just acted tough
Always left your side fast
When you gave me all of your time
Put all of your hope
In your oldest daughter in line
You still argued with moms
Because I caused all of your fights
Gave me all of your heart
Rubbed my back on the restless nights
You gave me everything
Thought it would last all of your life
One day all of those thoughts
Vanished right before my own eyes
Never would've thought that
I'd suffer from all of your wrongs
Wasn't all of your fault
Instead of letters I wrote songs
You could've called me once
But didn't cause all of your pride
Maybe all of your hurt
Still it should've been pushed aside
I should've called you more
But I thought of all of your sin
Due to all of your past
You caused this to even begin
Now we've drifted apart
And I gave you all of your space
Went through all of your cash
But that's something you can replace
Some things you can't restore
Like the thoughts of all of your plan
I miss all of your hugs
Like skin hunger of my old man
Lack of fatherly touch
You give to all of your toddlers
Don't see all of your glee
In your eyes like son's to father's
When you look at your son
Your face fills with all of your joy
Seems that all of your focus
Goes to your only little boy
I understand that though
I don't expect all of your aid
Don't want all of your help
All I need is for what I prayed
Ponder about our lives
When I think of all of your acts
Question all of your thoughts
And wonder what it is I lack
Guess I'll never know what
I did for all of your disdain
They fill all of your void
I just have to live with the pain
Love,
Cassidy delCastillo