but not every second has its minute .the pain still lives why the tears keep flowing and the smiles keep showing but the hurting continues growing I can't make promises  because they will eventually be broken and the truth will be spoken I want to let all of the negativity out the window and the positivity in the house I let people words get to my soul but I know that actions are what holds . The opposite has taken its position and the things I thought that would be the same was nothing but a mission . Many people have left my life but I thank God for those who have stayed because the ones who left were just people who played . Every human has a heart but not every brain is smart if more hearts were smart things would not fall apart . My mission is to discover and not be covered never question God everything has its purpose its a lesson within its self it's like going from poor to wealth . Colors change tone but somehow shades become unknown visions for futures are among the prisons nothing is seen beyond a cell the sun is more like a solar of hell . Walking the land on Earth smelling fresh air with the wind blowing. Drugs  are not the hospital they don't heal you they kill you . Life is hard its a maze you have to be brave why settle for less and live life in a cave work hard as if you are near your grave