As I sit and sigh,
The tears just form from under my eyes.
I bite my lip in hopes that this pain
Will only suit me better in hopes for a gain.
No money, no education, no way out
My boyfriend dumped me, but I can’t sit and pout.
Because God you see,
This life I’ve lived has been all about me
My choices, my consequences
Why can’t you just let me be?
It comes to the point where my bitterness
Just fathoms inside of me and I start to doubt
I can’t see this life I’m living, help me I’m in a drought.
Why do I only call upon you when I want fun?
It doesn’t matter, what has happened is done
What do you do now when you have not won?
I ask you God for forgiveness.
My finances are building up, my esteem is so low
I just want this misery to float so I can just go...
Go above the rooftops, higher then the trees
All I really want is my college degree.
That second chance to prove I can do it
I can show the world, just let me prove it
They’ve all given up hope
But I can’t just sit and mope
So please God, if you can hear me
Please set me free.