random
when your hands hover above the keyboard
like you can't say whats on your mind
when good times came so often they'd be stored
but not so, anymore that you would find
could find
they avaded you
avoided you
because you were different from the rest
from your friends
but they would swear
they didn't care
only you did
you didn't want to drag them down
with your thoughts of higher ground
it was only you that could drown
because your thoughts would weigh you down
while they would float "it's not that hard"
but it is, for someone like me
someone who only dreams of being free
who dreams up a fantasy
who knew that smiles were not for free
cause they couldn't bring themselves to believe
felt only they knew nothing is for free
people take and take but never give
dug ourselves a hole so deep