Soul Pursuit
To live, to die
To feel, to forget
To forfeit, to try
To continue, to quit
To know, to question
To love, to hate
Life demands decision
Our existence born of fate
For day turns to night as
Night turns to day as
Day turns to night as
Night turns to day
Life was never our choice
Had we known before birth
The triviality of life's voice
Rejected by all would be earth
Pain hides securely inside
Not because it itself is unique
But because our souls abide
By rules we know not how to speak
In endless cycle lies our strife
For we cannot learn from those
Who before us learned our failed life
Thus keeping constant our woes
Why live? Why die?
Are we even able to decide?
In our youth the world is a lie
Growing shows we cannot hide
Swirling, confused, questioning,
Are forever the voices inside
Contradicting, demanding, beckoning
Are forever the voices outside
So what? Life is how?
Life cannot be conquered
To it we all must bow
Our fate sealed and ensured
To us the voices say
As we lay surrounded by night
That turns to day
That turns to night
Yet, though all must seek
For to not is to seek as well
Inevitably we will remain weak
In absence of a purpose to tell
So empty and meaningless
Stands existence out of reach
Ourselves tangled in mess
The world with nothing to teach
Unless! But wait!
Life demands a decision
Deciding the meaning of our fate
Or perhaps not, but the plan of One
In the recesses of heart
Speak deeply our responsive souls
As we lie in that dark, forced apart
And life, death, and hope play their roles
Weaping, longing for more
The abyss that is life offers nothing
If this world is all that was before
And will be all the future can bring
Pain of the world is our infinte lot?
For us, who are born of it
But there is One who is not
The world is the words He has writ
If this humanity be, so bemused
And our souls so adrift
No force of this life can restore the abused
Only the One who offers perfect gift
Choosing to acknowledge as King
A faultless yet alleged force
Is to believe in something
That sees our agony at its source
Awake! Commit to vitality
We can recognize only life and hope
For what they are in reality
A presence, in our souls envelope
Darkness has won many nights
But Light reaches us in ways unknown
To satisfy the longing life incites
From the LORD this promise has been shown.