In the shadows of day
I can’t see the sun or sapphire skies no more
Just black and darkness nothing more
My world is spinning with wild thoughts
My life is a horror just like a war

My life is worthless, completely shattered
When boys wink I’m no longer flattered
Don’t flick my curls or glimpse a smile
I can’t look in the mirror without feeling vile

Everyone is whispering or staring at me
I’m held captive won’t set me free

Let me loose, allow me to go
No pain or agony, lord don’t be slow

I’ll slit my wrists and bleed to death
Take some tablets, even meth
I’ll hang myself from a rope above
No one will miss me, there’s no one I love
Take me lord, take me now
I’m no use only a fat cow
It’s for the best, it’s what I want
I can’t bare it no longer, life’s a cunt

Take my lord believe me it’s for the best
Please my lord it causes me less stress

Please my lord, don’t beg to differ
After all my life was no pretty picture