Silent Cries

Fri, 09/20/2013 - 00:32 -- Anbin1

Silent cries...
I stare up at the night sky
Asking god why me...
It seems like the only escape
Route I have will be the death of me...

These mere moments I await dreadfully
It's not like I experience them often. 
Once 2am hits that's when I lay in my Coffin. 
I close my eyes and PRAY that it's a good night. 
Hoping and praying I stay out of sight. 
But like clockwork 
The devil peeks his head through. 

I lay down Paralyzed...
He enters and I start my silent cries. 
His skin melts onto me and into the sheets. 
I dare not to scream
Hes stronger than me...

I look at the sky and wonder if god is watching. 
If he is then, I wonder why me ?
Why the devil has a liking to me?
Is it cause it was the devil who made me ? 
Am I not worthy of gods protection ?
Maybe because I took his angel away..
The day I was born was the day she died...
God cried. It rained that day. 

After that my life went down the drain with Gods tears. 
The devil moved in and it's been years...

Since my innocence was taken away...
I was six that day...
Funny that's the devils favorite number.

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