Im not okay,

No matter how much i try to deny it,

I try so hard to keep my feelings at bay,

Im so tired of hideing i just want to quit,

I want to get away,

Lately all i can see is grey,

I cant do this anymore,

Theres always pain and i cant ever get away from it, 

its a tumor,

And i cant get rid of the damn thing,

Im hanging from a string,

And its about to break,

Im so tired of the heart ache.