The unbearable heartbreak
See, just day before yesterday
We were in love
He'd smile when he saw me
Hold me close
Too scared to drop me
See, that's how it used to be
Still my best friend
My number one shoulder
But for now I can't breathe without him
He was the air in my lungs
The song in my voice
The Sparks in my eyes
The hand I held
Now he's nothing more than my friend
And if only that would change
I saw us walking down the isle
My smile
Just as wide as his, and I stop for a moment to think
What do you know
His voice as soft as snow
Holding me in this pale moonlight
Dancing away the fright
I saw him holding my hand waiting for results
I saw him crying when the test said positive
I saw him smiling as he holds our little girl for the first time
I saw him growing old with me
I saw things no one else seemed to see
I fell in love
And I'm sorry that I love him
And he doesn't feel the same
I stand in the rain
My screams muffled by the poundng of my heart
My heart like a rat in a cage
Slamning against my ribcage trying to break free
Trying to fly back to him
My heart alone and scared
So used to his eternal warmth
His smile flooding me with happiness that I cannot stop
I miss him and I'm sorry
I love him and I'm sorry
I hope you can forgive me