It's 8:03pm

and applying

for scholarships. 

And my mom just scolded 

me on the burdens 

of student loans.

Like I didn't know....

Just found

slam behind the curtain.

What am I hiding?


I don't even know 

what to write.

Currently, listening 

to Lana del Rey's 

West Coast.

I like Lana del Rey

...and I'm black. 

I don't just listen 

to hip hop

and I don't

watch BET. 

I live for me 

'Cause there's 

only one me. 

...Whatever, man. 

The song's ending 

and  I still don't know

what to put down.


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