The days that go by
Day in and day out.
My words would cry
Don’t hurt me, don’t shout.
The loudness of everyone roars in my tiny little ears,
Where I want to hear silence
And my mind to be clear.
At least that’s what it appears to be,
The world full of noise and people who criticize me.
The way I talk,
The way that I walk,
The way that I play,
The way I don’t say,
A simple word like hi or hello,
Or creating a conversation.
A challenge to be mellow,
To experience the sensation
The chance to live a “normal” life.
But a “normal” life to me
Is to be myself and be who I want to be
Chase dreams, sight see, be me.
But who am I?
I am just another boy, a man that has hard times to understand,
Communicate, talk, and even be with others to hold hands
The sounds all around me are far too much
I would like it to be silent
Nothing, maybe a hush
I am who I am and I am loved everyday
Life moves forward
All I want to do is stay.
Stay the same
Stay in the same place
Stay doing the same things
Stay with the ones I love.
I am afraid of change
What will happen, what will come next?
Where will I go, Who will I project
My love, my hate, my sadness, my frustration
I need someone to help me as things change,
I am not a baby no more, my life rearranged.
When I get older, I wish that all things remained the same.