Baby
I hear it crying in the night,
Even though it's not really there.
I killed my baby,
An innocent life,
Before anyone knew she was there.
Before anyone could stop me,
Before anyone could care
I didn't know what I was doing,
I was acting without thinking.
I wasn't ready for a baby.
I didn't know what I was seeking.
I killed my baby girl,
I didn't know what else to do.
She will never enter this world,
She'll never know what I knew.
I'm sorry my baby
Just know mommy loves you.
I wasn't ready for a child,
It's nothing against you.
I love you my baby,
My sweet beautiful girl.
If I could have kept you,
You would have been my whole world.
Just know mommy loves you,
You'll be safer where you are.
I pray that you forgive me,
Watch out for me from afar.
I love you my baby,
Just the way you would have been,
Just the way you are.