To Be Heard
As a baby I was silent. Then one slap and then a deafening scream.
I didn't know, all I wanted was to be heard.
To be noticed that I was alive and in existence, and to be heard.
As a child I was playful. Cheerfully playing with an unknowingly deafening ear.
I didn't know, all I wanted was to Be.
My mother noticed. Naturally, all she wanted was for me to hear.
Through surgeries, needles, and tests, a painful scream was heard.
All I knew was that this hospital was a place in which I did not want to be.
I just wanted music to be heard,
As a teen, I was musical. Singing softly and swiftly to melodies,
I was growing to know that all I wanted was to be heard.
To be noticed that I was alive and to be in existence, and to be heard.
As I sang, everything made sense. I was neither shy, nor outspoken; I was me.
I wanted to know I was heard
though many times people tried to have me silenced.
As I sang, I was confused. I didn't know if I was just singing into the void.
I didn't or I don't know. Am I just speaking to the wind?
To the whispering wind that brings no reply to be heard.
As I graduate, I am left shaken. The foundation beneath my feet starts to crumble.
Am I alone? Will I ever be heard?
Done are the days of silence and now is the time for action,
Loudly, I will make my return. I know I will be heard.
Through singing, through talking, through writing the world will know that
I am alive, I am in existence, and I will be heard.