Questions with no answer 

But who is it that I speak to?

I thought I knew...

A fire burned deep within my soul for the one I called

Father, Friend, Savior

My tri-fold unit 

Broken 

Father, Son, Holy Spirit

But can feel it...

Or is it just the programming that’s been jammed into my back side

Fucking me over, time and time again 

As I blindly follow the sheep to the slaughter, 

but you called me daughter.

And you showed me what it was like to be loved 

“Love from up above”

Have I turned my back or have you?

There’s a call for my soul 

It’s growing louder as the light blinds 

The veil torn and I can see these old rags are worn. 

I wanna spread my wings and fly 

But there’s this guy.. 

ball and chain to old ways 

But those were the old days.

Im breaking out and breaking free

Undoing these chains that you left on me. 

Father, tell me it hasn’t been all lies 

That they didn’t use you to disguise 

The reasons why Mom won’t love me 

Saying “she’s only like that because of her past,but Christ will make her changes last.”

Fuck that.

They use your name to cop a quick high of grace 

While they turn around and spit on the face 

Of those who spread love and not hate. 

I’m tired of the old ways 

Tired of the wasted tears and cries to the man in the sky,

Who was made up by lies from these fucks who think they can get a quick buck through offering.

But I offer my soul to the one who knows...

The story will be told. 

And it is me.