Beneath My Apron

Sat, 11/29/2014 - 21:19 -- Minneh

 

Good morning!

 

How are you?

 

Fine.

 

What'll it be today? A coffee? A latte?

 

Hot? Iced? With sugar? Of course

 

Will you be using your card?

 

Thank you, come back soon!

 

Good morning!

 

Great! How are you?

 

Fine.

 

What will you be having? For here?

 

Thank you, see you again!

 

Good morning!

 

How are you doing?  Oh, that's good.

 

How am I?

 


 

 

Fine.

 


 

 

I'm fine.

 


 

 

I'm fine behind this grin held up with caffeine and sleeplessness from nights spent studying, trying to claw my way up the class ladder

 

Fine with the burns and lacerations that are merely an occupational hazard

 

Fine that I stay because I can't live without the health benefits

 

Fine that I stand here parched, serving beverages for hours without one to call my own

 

Fine with coworkers who can't afford to take a sick day and customers who bring their sickness in with them, looking for solace in a hot mug

 

Fine that I can't afford the food I sell

 

Fine that I make more than minimum wage but less than a livable one

 

Fine that I have to pay to park anywhere safely near my job

 

Fine that I still have to wait that extra fifteen minutes to be sure that catcalling asshole isn't waiting in those thirty feet from my car to the door

 

Fine that no one followed me inside the store

 

Fine that no one followed me home

 

Fine that I'm paid to smile and be a doormat

 


 

 

Fine.

 

Here's your coffee. That'll be $1.75.

Thank you, come again.

 

 

 

Comments

Additional Resources

Get AI Feedback on your poem

Interested in feedback on your poem? Try our AI Feedback tool.
 

 

If You Need Support

If you ever need help or support, we trust CrisisTextline.org for people dealing with depression. Text HOME to 741741