Find me in this maze I call my home.
Remind me why I stay.
Lying about all the things I felt Yesterday.
Unable to feel love and care everyone walks away.
Leaving me shaking and affraid in this cold, dark place.
Remind me why I struggle on.
My backpack of emotions seems to weigh almost a ton.
Yet, I move forward head down eyes shut.
Feeling emotions that I don't dare let another touch.
I look forward and keep my mask on pretending that I never cared.
But I never allow any to see how much I am scared.
I feel as if my true self unleashed would make you run away in fright.
So I'll keep hiding myself and won't give up much of a fight.