sometimes my mind goes blank

and I dont know how to feel or what to say

what I want is nothing

to lay in my bed is not satisfying enough

so I ask myself what I want

but an answer I cannot give

I have nothing to say

because my mind is simply blank

there's no color no life

no desire no feeling

but one I have is nothingness

complete and utter white

no words no letters no thoughts

just emptiness fills the voids

nothing passes through

no ideas or images

i dont know why

but my mind is simply blank