Bloody Innocence

Father, father, I haven't seen you for a while

While we're craving for your love as the time goes by

You left us for your mistress you drown us in the pain

I have never seen a man who can hurt my mom insane.

 

You've been addicted

Your mistress is your drug

My moms got addicted

My tears becomes her blood.

 

I was in the corner waiting for your embrace

I was alone and so easy to replace

Dad I need you here, I need you by my side

And I don't want to see my mom with tears in her eyes.

 

How can I sleep with this room so dark

But the truth is bright enough to grab something sharp

I cut a piece of paper with a red blood stain

The paper is my wrist and the blood is from my veins.

 

7 stitches in the hospital room

My mom cries as she stare to the moon

Her eyes is my scars, Her tears is my blood

And Dad is the blade that wounded me bad.

 

Don't walk away, I want you to stay

Are we just nothing for you to replace?

I don't need no money, I don't need no cars

I just need your presence mostly for my mom.

 

She's been sick, She's been sad

She's been always stressed by you

But you don't seem to care do you know she has cancer too?

Cancer in the brain was too much for her

Cancer in the brain was something she can't bear.

 

When you were here we have close family ties

So sad we knew you fed us from your lies

You're like an apple that is rotting inside

You're like an angel with an evil surprise.

 

Mom is now gasping for air

Her brain is damaged and cannot be repaired

She died 12 o'clock and I need to prepare

With the tears in my eyes and a blade in my hand.

 

Father, father, I haven't seen you for a while

While we're craving for your love as the time goes by

You left us for your mistress you drown us in the pain

I have never seen a man who can hurt my mom insane.

 

 

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