I'm blinded when life begins 

Seeing lights eyes that never exsisted in mine

Darkness covered me trapping me from becoming free 

I cry in the dark tiring myself out

My rage never goes away even when my lungs collapse from a shout

My sorrow has never left my soul

I wish I was in control

I became captive in my own way 

My passion and emotions fades away  every single day

I don't know if it' still love for them that holds me back

When misunderstandings and insults attack

Emotional disasters, violence in my heart

That tears me apart

Worries and Sorries nobody is able to see

I can never be me

I'm such a disappointment

It's hard to be released from confienment 

My words are blinded by the whole world 

But remember my story if you can

SO HELP ME ALLAH...

HELP ME GET BLESSINGS FROM THE QURAN

THIS THE ONLY COMMUNICATION I HAVE

THINGS THAT I ONLY CAN SHARE WITH YOU

I CAN'T BE MORE

BLUE

      SO I PRAY.........