How could You?

Maybe it was all in my head, 

believing we were different,

that'd we last longer.

I see the way You look at her,

it crushes me to watch.

It's not me you watch.

It's Her, always has been Her. 

What's worse is the lies,

"You're not going to lose me"

And I hate myself beliving that they were true.

Even more because I love You.