My heart torn,

My life fucked,

I don’t understand,

I’m sorry,

I can seem normal,

But I am not,

Every word you say,

I block or it travels to my heart.

I live by fear,

I fear being alone,

I fear the end,

I fear being too broken for anyone.

You gave me hope; my fears took it away,

Yet I don’t fear death,

The lonely, dark, end.

Maybe it won’t matter,

You’ll be happy,

My past will be forgotten,

My life meaningless,

Only effecting those who made me broken. 


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