Why you felt more confindent harassing me alone?
You called us friends, because you thought it was funny to see me crumble.
I only smiled because mouth had malfunction and fail to say STOP!
So instead of raising my hands to mirror your fist, I raised my cheeks and smiled
hoping that my defiance to cry in front of everyone means something
I was hoping that you would give up punching me
I was hoping that you would see the pain in my eyes
its a quote that say that the eyes is the window to the soul
but maybe my windows was tint
I can't believe you never not once saw the pain and the rainy days in my eye
like I saw in yours
I was hoping that you saw brief look at yourself as you shatter memories of my childhood.