loving you is a cancer to my soul
i’m going to die like this.
slowly trying to eat away the parts of my heart i gave to you
it’s only making me sick
regurgitating all the amourous times we did ok
i won’t think of you for a day
but then why do i keep those photos; the memories
capturing the beauty of all the times you
fuck this toxic method of un-loving you
i’d rather risk dying and have all of you
even then a cancer can come back
my love for you is the tumor
that warmly caresses my foolish heart
and squeezes it, like a deadly old friend.
i’m gonna die like this