Difference is separated in a community
Where it's hard to find another
To break away from negativity
Just to be together.
Sometimes belonging never really feels equally connected
There's always a difference in a group
Which makes me feel rejected
And leave the group.
I have always been protected
From negative people since elementary
Now I have a hard time trying to be the person I used to be.
Trying to find someone different
And separate from my past
Being filled with so much negativity
Its hard not to judge people based on what I experienced.
Its hard to belong in something that doesn't really fit me.
Seeing others happiness makes me more miserable
How they can have fun
How they can find the right person for them
While I live in fear and misery
Only have a few friends that don't say much
Only a few distant `love`ones that make me feel loved.