...CHANGING THOUGHTS....

There's nothing more I'd like to do,
then snuggle in close and fall asleep with you..

& right now I'm a lot closer to you than I've been since the last time...
The last time you were here.. I know it's been on your mind..
It's on mine...

& the last time we spoke - you asked to see me..
I said, "No," but it felt like I denied my lungs the air needed for breathing...

....Changed thoughts....

Man, I really hate crying.
I can't stop, but I'm trying.
There's no point in fighting..
Both actions waste time.
If you asked & I told you, "I'm doing fine,"
You can rest assure that THEN I'd be lying...
But I know eventually.. I'll be alright....
I can't change those who -I- feel crossed the line...
But I CAN change the thoughts I repeat in my mind...

I love you Jorge... With all my life.... Boy, what don't you get?

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