Coffee Paper

we filter our pictures because others can’t filter their words,
with one stone in there hands they can kill more than 2 birds
 
our confidence wont fly,
and the love in our bones will not soar, 
and when our wings stop opening
we see ….
we’ve done this so many time before
 
people say it doesn’t matter what others think,
but with just one blink,
our priorities can change and our thoughts 
rearrange,
and we realize we can’t survive 
without good people in our lives
 
lo-fi and coffee paper are one in the same,
as we strain out from our brains,
that a caffeine buzz and a pretty face,
can make us insane
 
we squeeze out what our bodies
wont put at rest and sometimes 
noir covers what unopened minds
can’t digest
Instagram can only see the side
thats our best 
and if the drink is too bitter
we've failed the test
 
black around my eyes 
and black around my mentation, 
how many lives will be taken 
by suicide before we can keep 
a caucasian a caucasian 
without debate and persuasion-
 
not changed and dressed in filtered 
yellows and reds 
in a caskets laying 
on forgotten death beds 
 
their mother will say 
“I want a picture without her covered
from toe to head by orange hues 
and fake blues all over 
and instead”
 
“my baby never knew
what is was like to be ok
in her own attire and wire after wire
of inter web connections t
hat created 5000 fires 
built flames that couldn’t be stopped 
and the outcome was dire 
and I hope this will inspire”
 
Please use Instagram and twitter 
to show your real face 
and if someone says a word 
let it go through your ears 
but in the end let it erase
 
walk in the streets
with a cup of coffee in your hands 
with beans at the bottom 
and show the world 
that you’re just not worried about em’

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