Consciousness
Fears I've had plenty,
one too many to explain,
but the way I've overcome them,
that I'd like to advocate.
It's been easy,
but sometimes I have also nearly gone insane,
because the trigger seems to be a voice that lingers in my head.
It belittles all my thoughts, ideas, things I'd like to say,
makes me feel like in the world I am only bound to make mistakes,
so much so that in the past I spent my time laying in bed.
Until one day I decided I had to go about my way,
just keep breathing, count to ten, I even learned to meditate.
I keep my cool and try to exclude anything that says I can't.
Through trial and error,
I've assured myself everything will be okay.
A.F.