Awakened by the sounds of screaming
Put asleep to the noises of disaster
Voices constantly piercing
Heart rate still increasing
See life isnt what it used to be
Sunshine and unicorns filled my head with belief that better days were waiting
But now, Everything is different
Waking up to the sounds of no tomorrow
Still having to face people who dont see you for who you are but what they want you to be
shaking from anxiety
Smiling to believe you will be fine
Nothing is fine here
Good memories and happy tears
They aren't welcome here
Staring into a shattered mirror
Fake Smiles and sorrow filled eyes
Dammit i dont need to cry.
Maybe one day I can be free
Maybe one day I will be me.
Weird and proud of it
but for now im timid and losing it.