curtains are rather bittersweet
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It always confuses me when people say I am calm or good at handling stress
One look at my flayed nail beds and they would have a hint at the truth
It always confuses me when my best friend talks about dorming together in college after high school
One listen to my real opinion of her and she would be so hurt...
(she's a good friend, I love her, but she gives me acute head aches
at least three times a week)
It always confuses me when my parents say I am smart
One day in my calculus class and they would be disappointed by by forlorn, glazed over expression
It always confuses me when girls or guys say I'm pretty
One moment as my magnified mirror and they would be disgusted by my big nose pores or my beefy elephant knees
It always confuses me when society talks of this curtain we all hide behind as a negative thing
One instant without it and my world would come crumbling down